warrior of light

2009-05-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

i dunno wad my life is all about now.... i am kinda lost and confused. and, i noe i am useless... far more useless den i thought. i dun deserve anything.. nobody understands like seriously. and i am breathless. emoing away doesnt help anymore. (iamsorry,ihaveletudown)

I hate my life now.. howiwishineverexists and yeah, wadever.

2009-05-17T14:09:00.003+08:00

hahhahahs.. well well well... SCH is fun!!! Just abit stress and all... got alot of homeworks to finish.... eh.. ytd i was talking to my fren.... and we talked bout wad will 'i' do to my husband.... GAGAGAGAGAs.. LOL.. i cant imagine i'm going to spent the rest of my life with the same guy.. aiyoo..... Sure will sian half one lor... den all the cao kuan all come out.... hehs.. *if u noe wad i talkin about... ahahhas. and i said i'll make my husband to sketch something on my back using fingers... (make sure my hus is artistic) eg, sketch a human or something.... b4 i sleep.... =P or tell me bed time stories TILL i slp... ( cos my dad neber tell me any bed time stories b4...) or help me cut my nails lah~ and tell me jokes everyday!! oh, and and bake me cookies every month la, make him hand wash my clothes on every 30th day... erm, plant something new in the garden every 100 days la... and sing and strum guitar every fortnight, best still, compose a song for me, make new album etc....... whoohooo... heehs.. and wad i will do in return ish, i'll paint his nails, erm, trim his brow, or wax his leg's hair lah~ gaggagags, ( i'll make sure that i'll cut the wax stripe into cute shapes eg, star circle and heart shape.....) other then all these, i'll maybe put lip stick on him b4 he tell me bed time stories... or b4 he goes to work, i'll apply mascara for him... make sure he look pretty!! and hope i go GAGAGA-ing away~ WOOTS!!!!! well, oh.. and i'll help him dig his ear... hahhahah, dun be disgusted k... >< erm, and also, i'll play treasure hunt with him frequently... like hiding something important eg( credit card, bank bk etc etc etc) and make him find...... gagaggagagas.... well.... now, after reading, who will want to marry me lei......

2009-05-10T15:08:00.002+08:00

Hehs!!!!! gosh, so long neber post liao... wah, even since sch start, i hardly have time to shop..... alot homeworks!!!! lucky my pinball machine got an b... i heard that only 3 ppl got an b.. alot got f noe..... they very strict lah...... ppl put in so much hard work... den they just fail them.... tsk tsk tsk.. i hate critic! anyway, make alot new frens in sch... they are kinda cute..... gaggagas... I love my class i would say..... =) and i got a very helpful class chairman.... hahhas, dun u agree? sch of SIDM... i heard that he is loud and attractive! LOL.... cool man. and my com skills lesson ar, got this guy... he look damn shag one noe.... he's velly funny la... i think he got short tonuge... so sad. but i find him quite cute... hehehes.... den i told my classmates bout him.... LOL..... and i blow flying kiss kiss to him.... gagagaggas.... oh... Shah... hahahas, this guy! damn HARDWORKING.... Always start work at midnite... and completed them b4 6am.... he always make himself very shag... the shag shah... hehes. oh.. i didnt go for the sound card adi.... sadded.. cos the cca is only on thurs and its frm 6 pm... den i really sian diao...

Besides all these, last sat... went back sch... to paint.. hahs... i didnt really paint alot.... I did my hmk der tho.... so sad.. it was nice to meet old frens there.... miss them so much... and one most funny thing is that KEN tore his pants..... while doing air jump pose! gagagagagagagagagas super funny... he so ma lu lah.... go cheryl Teo's face book see his cui face.... got about 90 comments!!! hhahahs, wel, kk, i gtg.... alot hmk... =(

2009-04-17T20:00:00.003+08:00

In my dream...

He said he doesn't like anything that is meaningful in life..... I was sad upon hearing that sentence... He seemed lost, yet he doesn't want to find its way back. He has no goal. Apparently, no LIFE... I was thinking what causes this and as i ponder bout this, i was awaken from my message alert...

Well, fren asked, hows life....? And i think back, its wasn't that awesome!!! Though i am doing fine... Many a time, i wish that i could undo somethings that I've done... sadly, i could not... When i was young, i have a simple dream.... It is just to bring a smile to everyone... Just a SMILE. and i thought that was easy. Now that i am much older, I find that bringing a smile is a process. You get hurt when you did the right things. You get scolded for doing the right things. You got no chance to explain for your own actions. And ended up they drew the wrong conclusion of blaming you. You are sad. You find that you have no RIGHTS in everything. You realised that you have no listening ears. You hate life. You questioned the wall why were you born into the world?? But u've got no answer. You find no purpose in life. You felt lonely.You fell down to the very depth of the sea. And you find that its is difficult to climb up. You learnt from mistakes not to trust anyone anymore. You received the lesson not to love and not to accept love. You think that you are not deserving. You think that you are not important. You find yourself not able to be heard. Deep down in your heart, there are words left unspoken. Nothings fine, you are TORN. And You slowly forget how to smile again...

2009-04-11T02:39:00.002+08:00

Finally, he came along
Broke the spell
And set me free

Push aside what used to be
All the broken hearted woman
That once was me

I almost gave it up BUT
I always believe
When hes' in ur arms
You know wad u've achieved

So hear me loneliness
I'm giving up on you
I dun need you anymore
I've found wad I've been looking for

So hear me emptyness
I've got no room for you
I finally found wad I've been dreaming of
Someone to love

Cos I was lost &
I was down and out
Until that day
I knew wad my life was all about
Still wonder how
He came around
& hes the same reason that I'm smiling here today

Someone to love
To hold
To be my inspiration

Someone to touch
To cherish for life.....

2009-03-31T22:04:00.001+08:00

I only draw about the things that affect me deeply. Why bother spending so much time and effort on a piece if I'm not passionately involved? I want my work to dig into me, to be so subjective that it goes beyond itself and is able to affect other people. I am trying to be brutally honest with myself in order to communicate, to touch on a truth. It’s like an archeological dig deep down into the day to day.

2009-03-30T18:51:00.014+08:00

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.

If it happens, you blog it. And you make it as entertaining as possible.

You may be guilty of over-sharing a bit on your blog, but you can't help it.

Your life is truly an open book. Or in this case, an open blog!

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

2009-03-30T18:51:00.003+08:00

You Are 0% Shy

You aren't shy at all, in fact, you're quite outgoing.

You are comfortable in almost any social situation, no matter how awkward or difficult it may be.

You can make conversation easily, and you know how to focus on other people.

If anything, you're the type of person who can put someone shy at ease.

How Shy Are You?

2009-03-30T18:51:00.002+08:00

Your True Birth Month Is December

Logical

Patriotic

Ambitious

Not egoistic

Loves praise

Loves to joke

Fun to be with

Not pretending

Loves attention

Short tempered

Hates restrictions

Loves to socialize

Loves to be loved

Loyal and generous

Impatient and hasty

Changing personality

Good sense of humor

Honest and trustworthy

Influential in organizations

Takes high pride in oneself

Active in games and interactions

What's Your True Birth Month?

2009-03-30T18:51:00.001+08:00

Your Russian Name Is: Lyubochka Katerina Morozov

Da!

What's Your Russian Name?

2009-03-30T18:45:00.001+08:00

You Are a Phoenix

Driven and ambitious, you tend to acquire material success easily.
You have grand schemes - both for your own life and for changing the whole world.
You are a great leader, and you have no problem taking the reigns.
However, you aren't all business. You also have great talents for performing and visual arts.

http://blogthings.com/whatmythologicalcreatureareyouquiz/">What Mythological Creature Are You?

2009-03-30T18:08:00.001+08:00

You Live Your Life Strongly

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

http://blogthings.com/howdoyouliveyourlifequiz/">How Do You Live Your Life?

2009-03-30T15:58:00.005+08:00

well... back again...

First thing, i need a job badly... heheeee!!! and Second, I want to be a boy. Third, I love little kids.

Hehs.... I've got reasons behind y i want to be a boy, and y i need a job badly(thats of cos i need money la) and y i love kids.... ( er, actually no reason... i just LOVE them)

Really... Its been sometime I've blog about my life.... and it wasnt boring... just that I am as usual,(lazy) to talk about it. wad made me blog here is i have no space in my diary.... so yeah...

From wad i can remember, (beside working) it was Sentosa and Movies and Chalet and K plus Ubin..... and that day at sentosa.... hehs! it was raining at first.. and everyone decided to watch movie... but somehow, half of us ended up at sentosa.... some jokers went to play bowl, yang and yong chen went back to sk... Abit sian diao, but got one more joker stayed behind... KEN!! hahhas... mao pei joined us and followed by wilson, jessica, boon and shiying. however i am not in the mood of playing.... dunno why also... well.... after everything at sentosa, we headed to the harbour front centre- to watch coming soon... to me, it was super scary. hehs. But the boon and ken was talking cork all the way... they imitated those actor and actress in THAI~ LOL.... abit funny watching with them.... Alvin was funny too... we share a jacket to cover our eyes.... wad was crazy is that we sat at the front row... ahahaas... i cant really remember wad had happen after that.... well, but most important thing is to have fun!

ermmm, And before the chalet(badminton), i brought my bro to watch movie... hotel for dogs! hahahahahs, i find the movie very cute. Oh, mentioning of dogs, i had a nightmare last night bout dogs. i was in this creepy house of a friend, dunno whose house... but then there was a few dogs in the house... and one of them stood behind me... his saliva's drippin as he stick his tonuge out... another brown dog ran towards me and instead of licking, the dog suck my hand... it wasnt painful at all, but abit itchy... and i pulled my hand away frm the dog and realised that my hand turned dark brown....(only the area where the dog suck) hehs, i dunno wad kind of dream was that... i'm just afraid of dogs... thats all....

back to the movie with my bro.... after movie, i went to the chalet. other that the food, everything else was nice. we chatted bout our lifes and talk bout bgr thingy. its a secret here...

( tho i dun have one yet) i mean, their secrets... o.o

erm, really miss badminton ppl alot.... and i hope to have that kind of reunion every year... =)

Ubin was tiring. Lionel had to cycle me around... cos i dun really noe how to cycle. Thanks alot alot tho. hehs. Josepine came along too!! super happy. erm, it was a trip filled with plenty of jokes.. Marc is becoming very idiotic!! Gosh, i think its bcos he always hang out with ONG and Pin Hao. Pin Hao is the most dangerous person... Ppl, pls be very careful... Well, u noe wad? I finally understand y people said that theres' no meaning in life. thats because we met such a fren in life. ahahhas, KIDDIN LA!!

Jun yang was our captain...! hahahahs!! we cooked maggie there too!!! interesting stuff... =)))) and somehow, when we get back home, our butt hurts.... i think the bike suck.

i am sick and tired of banquet thingy... I felt that none of the friends there can be trusted. I work at 2 places... I hated the 1 most at holiday inn. although the pay was high, but too many china ppl. not becos of the citizenship, but bcos of their bossy attitude, they ordered ppl around. I had to confess that i scolded a gal- f*** silently in my heart. hehs! cos shes really a great iditotic lady! Almost Everyone at holiday Inn has got boyfriend/girlfriend... well, so wad if i doesnt have one. doesnt mean u can bully me rite.... =( this is the part i dun like. Just because they got boyfriend, they think they r great... well, i dun refer to everyone at holiday inn... cos alot ppl still treat me very well.... just a couple of them nia. tho they dun noe that i dun like them.... aiya, they still cant be trusted. hmmm, got this guy, he nearly confess to me la. he called me ytd. heng i hang up! piang! i dun wan a china bf. Feel like lying to him that i gt 1. but SIGH!!!!!!!! Quite irritating .... ok, i think i should share y i wanted to b a guy.... cos very seldom guy woo guy. and den if i were a boy, i would have PEACE... and many other things la.... =)))

at the other hotel.. it was much better..... i really learn alot of things in banquet... but i started to hate this guy.... he used to be my friend. but now, i kept avoiding him. i hope he noe it. cos when i avoid someone, 2 reasons, 1, i dun like him. 2, i dun wan him to get closer with me. (( HES FRM CHINA)) but bcos i noe his motive... thats y i avoid him... i noe im bad but, too bad lor! wad else can i do?! Hmmm, i must agree with this friend of mine... True friends arent many... and all these days that i have been working, i see the true colours of some of my friends.... i learnt many priceless lessons and understand a little bit more wads the world outside. The most common reason for a person to act up is the word, JEALOUS. When thy is jealous, thy tends to do something.... and this something might hurt someone either unintentionally or purposely/ directly or indirectly. To say wad i have to say, please grow up!

2009-02-19T18:06:00.003+08:00

Wah seh... Very long never post alr... ><>, even b4 i start working,i quited it... followed by the buffet on 05/02 Dennis' treat @ Carlton hotel... 17/02 was YouZhen's birthday... however we've celebrated it on Friday the 13.... On man, just realised that This year, 2oo9, there'll be 3 FRIDAY THE 13!!! One was Feb, the other is march and last is November... Some of u are going into National Service on 13/o3.... eh, hopefully nothing bad will happen la. Went to sentosa and got a SURPRISE crab feast frm fren... Whoooo~ went back to ex school saw alot of familiar faces and i miss Ms Ng!!! hehs... I think shes getting married soon...? perhaps next year... hahahs...
BTW, alot of things happened at work... sometimes i dunno should blog bout it or not... I'm not really open to share... really...

I've met this guy that resembles someone... Someone that had a great impact on me... Someone that i once loved... Its really hard to forget or erase away memories... Just wish that i could be somebody with a super power to erase sad memories.. I wonder why, how ppl could just be so happy and optimistic everyday... Perhaps he or she is just like everyone else~ wearing a mask to hide who their real self is.. Sometimes life is so complicated... Just feel like running away from everything... going to a faraway place, so that no one will question u anything that u do not wish to answer...

There's a saying.. 'wads urs will be urs' And yeah, quite true...

2009-01-07T00:19:00.001+08:00

sometimes when u talk. pls be careful of ur words. it might hurt somebody.

nothing much to say.. just damn worry bout my results.. and i got a very bad feeling that i will not do well.... very sad.

2008-12-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

apart frm all the fun,... well... i felt kinda sad~ dots... and.. sigh~ -_-" how i wish i didnt noe u at all... damn fed up! and i regretted giving...

2008-12-12T01:14:00.003+08:00

Today watched wildchild... to all the GALS, its damn nice.......!! lol, i love it... and i dun mind watching the second time. heh... tired tired.. heehs.. slepping soon!! ><

2008-12-06T01:14:00.026+08:00

Happy birthday.. to boon... and shawn? and dominic. tho its abit late. er. haha, u guys shared the same dates. er. well..... this is my update so far.....

boon me and corinne.

In the train...

The gp photo... ffun fun.... we left that mind cafe'.... hehes.... ok, wad happen at mind cafe was we waited to be sitted.. and the place was big yet squeezy... hahas, overall quite closey.. =) eh... we didnt play board games but we played our own games... fun tho... =) hehhe... but quite sian... cos somebody spoiled the atmostphere... heh!!! ok la... shuwei was upset with mummy... but after awhile ok le... she planned nnot to go home so early... so we left at 11 plus pm to catch the train.... and then head to hougang to slack.... yade yade... chat chat till 3am plus..... it rained on my way back... hahas... DAmn... =( but,... boons' finally 16. hahahs

so young la. hai yo.. and oh... corinne stayed in sengkang.. so she cabbed back... ;lol... alot of things to chat with ah wei. but fun lo... ahhas... yap.. i wont forget the happy monents... and i am sure i will miss all of u... lah!

ops... i miss out this working pic... (should be at the bottom...) hahahs... ok de la hor...

the sexy ladies!!!! whee wee~

Shi ying me and shuwei... horny shu wei...

Me and her.... in our uniform... lol... nice!!

Working place!!!! the indian ish our new fren... SAY HI AH NA!! =)) hehe

working is fun... hahah.. made alot new frens.. dominic. elen. indians ppl.. kitchen staff. lao zha bo... those old aunty.. they also have internal conflicts one neh! hahahss...jonnna is a chio bu... but there no handsome 1... hahhs.. perhaps more to come... eh... i am working at carlton hotel... pay is 5.5o to 6 per hour. ppl there are frendly.... hahahs... but i dun really like the ppl who washes the plates.. they abit ti ko like that.... lol... except for the indian gal.. lol, she very the frendly,... =) hahhas... the manager speak weirdly.. he sounded wrong.. very wrong... lol.. he goes like tis...

" i want you all to behaving when working. Dun treat us bullshit. we respect, u must respect back. ask u all do this, never listen. wad ever we say u all just orh orh orh and never listen. i rather go make new ppl and train them.. new ppl may be better that u guys or worst. i dun noe. But if u never realise, u see famillar faces.. cos we keep them.." ( he was trying to say we can work with our frens...) still got alot la.. i forgot wad he said exactly... but ok la.. he very funny... ppl still respect him... i am certain bcos he is talking to a bunch of (mostly) china ppl.... eh... heh.. oh... working can kope food.. lol.. dom taught me to... lol..

food was nice... shark fin and all... just dun have crab... craps jiu have alot.. =( haiya.. den, erm... i look forward to work... prob bcoscan get to meet new frens.. hehe... andd get paid at the end of the day... lol..

boon's de ca flying up too!! hohos, and i look like shit in this pic... shir post most nice.. but wilson very jia lat... see where he looking at??!!! Aiyo!!! corinne,... u must must go wack him up side down...

Hahahaa... this look stupid.. shir like siao ting tong.. point up... wilson like sticking out his middle finger... heh.. for NO REASON>>> sicko guy!!

boon+me+shir+jess+edumnd = COOL people.. (tis pic exclude wilson..) You will say, nowonder its cool....

The pic we took in the cave... hahas

the cam ney put properly... but everybody was captured... so ok lah har...

and... ahahahahah, shir de head... LOL...

the funny faces...

yy, my head really Y sia.. shir, got the act shock look... O.O ...wilson, got the mr white teeth look... but actually not white one!! Boonhow got the stupid cum silly and qian da plus disgusting with puking LOOK... jessicca just look like a pertty PIG...

This is random... cos i miss out tis photo for that prom nite post... sry tho><

Chomp chomp de bus stop...

tis was last minute too... ahahs... eat balot lah.. siao liao. ><

the jasper extra lo...hahahahs...

tis is cute!!

corinne me and geo..

Kimberly was trying out her new camara.. but her green one was spoiled... so ended up buying another 1.... Rich sia... ><

This is the big group photo..

hahha, damn funny... cos we actually asked a gal to take pic for us... den in return, we help them to take pic too...And end up, the whole group took pic together.. hahhs..

i like the tree behind....

yy.cor.kim.wil

kim looks so funny here... and corinne is cute !!

heeeeeee

While waiting for the guys!!! We took quite a number of pics... hahahss!!!!!

kim me and corinne... sweet leh!

2008-11-19T04:33:00.001+08:00

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?
What Yunyu Means
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

2008-11-18T02:49:00.010+08:00

Whoo!! Prom Night!!

I find this picture cute!!

Sweetie^^

Jenette was playing with the guitar...

waiting for the gift to hand it over to Mrs Ang....

Alvin and me

ArGGGG@!!!

Yeah!!

Ern Ern and Gladys... Siao siao... Ern so sexy larh!!

Kim boon Jess Me... Hehe..

Jessica Me Kim

Jasper Haqiz Boonhow Eric

Aiya... I sian alr lah... she neh look here!!!

Miss lim and me

Aiya!! They look another way!! =( Ai yo... why my face soooo bright!!!

heihei

The process of twisting... ><

Anna and me.. i love tis pic ^^

Corinne Kim Me

I think i prefer this lah

Pinhao and me.. Erm.. thanks for the flowers!!

Poor victor... having fever leh!! thanks qm for the kinder breno... hehe..

Victor look dead... heh

I think i like this!! Tho my face's colour is almost like the dress....

HAha...

OPs!!! I dunno his name... can somebody tell me??? ( i saw victor edmund .... behind)

js looks nice in this pic i think... yj looks more like human too!!

Johnathan's brow... hmmm... hahaha... nothing to say!! Heeeh

Ong.. Do we got he couple look? heh!! just kidding~ He was trying to figure out something.. oh, btw, qi ming, he wore the same shirt as u.. just tat its different colour.. And i think he look more handsome... hahaha

Ah chio, i think u look blur here!! lol... and u r not wearing ur blazor!! Hot ar??

Jun yang with tie, Me with shaw...

PRE-TTy! Oh well, jessica look soooo pretty!! =)

Me and neh neh!! HEEEH

Class photo.. can spot me not??

Gladys and me!! whoooooo~~

outside office.. Neh gladys chelsea ern yueming reen yy

Thats all for prom... hehe

2008-11-03T18:40:00.001+08:00

ok. i've got a thing to say. wunyen suck.

2008-07-22T17:24:00.009+08:00

WAd I DiD Yesterday.....

1: tied my hair in the toilet

2: Released wad i have to.... heh!!

Anna and yunyu

REd & wHitE

BABES IN THE HOUSE
I love this pillar

Yue with her eyes closed... The sari gals...

From the I class...

Tan ling and me in el class

Me and kim in ss class...
Grace
josephine

In art class

Kim and me
Yue ming
Anna and her girl fren

Pri5 students.....

At the magic box.....

Me & sister
Emma and claire
Jo and me

2008-07-15T17:38:00.001+08:00

Just found this frm one of a website.. Enjoy...

The Ultimate Blood Trail ...
Opening day of deer season found me in quite possibly the best mood I’d been in since opening day last year. Deer hunting is definitely a passion of mine, to say otherwise would be an out and out lie.
As I sat in the pre-dawn darkness I closed my eyes, and drifted back in time. Vivid memories of past hunts came streaming through my mind like video clips from the outdoor channel. Somewhere in the middle of my enchanted moment I heard the unmistakable sound of deer traveling through dry leaves. It was still dark! This could not be happening. I soon could make out the dark outlines of their bodies as they fed all around me. Every time a breeze would blow, dozens of acorns would fall to the ground. My only hope, was that they would continue to feed, unaware of my presence until I could see well enough to possibly make a shot. I could hear them walking, and make out the outlines of 7 deer but that was it. They were feeding slowly around and under the tree i was perched in, not more than 30 yards away. It was only a matter of time and I would soon be busted.
My heart was racing like the last lap at Daytona, but I still couldn't see well enough to tell if any of them had antlers. Daylight was slowly taking over, when all of a sudden there he was. Adrenaline flooded every fiber of my body, I was sure the whole tree was shaking. At one point his head went behind a big oak, I stood up slowly and drew back my bow. My sites were barely visible as he stepped into view. My dad used to say “take a deep breath and let out half of it before you shoot.” At this particular moment that would not apply, I wasn’t breathing! There was no way I could wait any longer, he had just eaten his last acorn. The woods exploded, as a 125 grain Thunderhead connected with the impact of a scud missile. After a short recuperation period, I climbed down. By now it was daylight and all my surroundings seemed very different. I went directly to where I thought he had been standing when I shot. No blood. I searched for several minutes in the same vicinity, no blood, no arrow, no nothing. I kept going over the scenario, and kept coming up with the same answer. He was standing right here! I looked for nearly an hour, searching far and wide for some sort of sign as to which way he had gone. This just could not be, I I heard the whack of the arrow hitting him and even if I hadn’t, I don’t usually miss at 25 yards.
Disappointment was quickly replacing the adrenaline that had taken hold of me earlier. There had to be some blood somewhere, but I couldn’t find it. Three hours later I was still looking. My manhood was severely damaged, don’t ask me how but I had missed. It’s one thing to hunt hard all day and never see anything, but this was more than I could stand. What a pathetic sight I must have been packing up, and heading back to the truck. I was so downtrodden at that moment I believe I would have traded my bow for a lawnmower or worse yet maybe even a vacuum cleaner.
\As I walked along kicking leaves, I must have resembled a little leaguer who had just struck out to lose the game. As I stomped and kicked, I stumbled right onto the blood trail. I let out a triumphant yell from the pit of my soul. Fifty yards later, I found my trophy piled up in a laurel thicket. I had gone from miserable to totally elated in the blink of an eye. What a wonderful feeling, to have my manhood back.
A couple of years later I found myself miserable and downtrodden once again. This time it had nothing to do with hunting, it was in my everyday life. I was missing something but didn’t know what it was, or why I was missing it. I wasn’t happy though I really had no reason not to be. I was just stomping through life with hell as my final destination until the glorious day when I “stumbled across the Ultimate Blood Trail.” The day I came to know Jesus Christ. I was a sinner, but was told in spite of all the wrong I’d done, Jesus still loved me. I had never been that bad of a person, yet I’d never been saved either. Luke 15:7 I say to you that likewise there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine just persons who need no repentance. Jesus Christ started convicting my heart through my wife. I saw so much joy in her that it nearly made me sick. Always nice, constantly smiling, faithfully attending church, continually praying, willing to help others regardless of personal sacrifice. These were attributes I could definitely live without. Not me, I was a deer hunting, outdoor loving, trout fishing, “Man's Man.”
I pretty much believed that God didn’t want me anyway! What good could I do that would benefit Him. I rarely dress up, I speak my mind, and many times I don’t play well with others. Me, a man of God? Now that’s scary. 1 Corinthians 7:7 For I wish that all men were even as myself. But each one has his own gift from God, one in this manner, and another in that. God had plenty of good men to choose from, what in the world did He want with me? I fought it hard, But God’s will eventually would be done.
I gave my life to the Lord, in a Pastors office, on a Tuesday evening. Dressed in sweat pants and a camouflage shirt, I became a child of the King. At that point, I started to understand what “Fire for God” was all about. For the first time in my life I had a very real yearning to read the Bible, and learn about the Lord that I now served. Jesus Christ’s life seemed to me like the “Ultimate Blood Trail.” It started with his birth, and ended at the cross. God sent His only Son to earth to teach us the way’s of His truth and righteousness but mostly to die as a sacrificial offering to bridge the gap between man and God, caused by our sinful nature.. When His teachings were finished here on earth He was killed.
The crucifixion was not an easy death. Jesus was betrayed by a friend. Then He was falsely accused and condemned to die. He was beaten beyond recognition. Spit on, ridiculed, and stripped nearly naked in the street. Whipped with rawhide that had small pieces of bone and pottery woven into it, which cut Him deeply. A crown of thorns was woven together and thrust upon His head. Then He was made to walk to where he was to be killed, all the while carrying the cross he was to be nailed to. He laid Himself down and allowed those nails to be driven in His hands and feet. Then the cross was erected, where He now hung dying. If enough hadn’t been done already, a sword was thrust deep into His side. This is the perfect Son of God, who had done nothing wrong! Suffering a horrible death for what? I’ll tell you for what! For you and I, that’s the only reason Jesus gave His life was to atone for our sins. There was no other way to fix our relationship with Almighty God. Don’t think for one second that since Jesus Christ was God in human form that He didn’t feel what was done to Him. He suffered terribly. He not only died for great men of God and committed Christian followers, he died for murderers, rapists, and thieves as well just to name a few. All we have to do to become a sinner is to be born! Whether we are saved or not falls on the grace of God, and our own decision on whether to walk in the light or stay in darkness.
The nails were not what held Jesus on that cross, it was His love for you and I. The Roman soldiers are not who killed the perfect Son of God, it was mankind and it’s sinful nature. Jesus gave all that He had, and all that He was so you and I could be forgiven by God. Without Jesus, Heaven would be no more than an imaginary place, for none of us would see it. Heaven is real thank God, but so is hell. The Bible tells us in 1 Corinthians 2:9 No eye has seen, no ear has heard and no mind has imagined, what God has prepared for those who love Him. If Heaven is going to be this awesome, can you stop and think for a minute what hell will be like. I do know this: it will be total darkness, with the only sounds being that of sheer horror, fire will burn from the outside and worms will eat from the inside. Yet you will never die. You will have to endure horrific agony forever. The only good news about hell, is that you don’t have to go.
Close your eyes for a minute and imagine that you are kneeling at the foot of the cross, while Jesus is hanging there dying. His warm salty blood is dripping down on your head and back, covering you totally. Now open your eyes and realize that you were there, and you are covered with His sin cleansing blood for eternity
The only way Jesus Christ died for nothing, is if you won’t accept Him as Lord and Savior of your life. Christ gave His life, it was not taken. And on the third day of His death He rose to be reunited with God the Father in Heaven. Jesus defeated death, hell, and the grave for everyone of us who believe He is the Sovereign Son of God. Call on Him to save you. Jesus Loves You, always has, always will. John 3:17 For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved. No one is promised tomorrow, Please consider asking Jesus into your heart today. It’s the most important decision you’ll ever make !!

2008-07-15T16:29:00.003+08:00

HiHi.. some random pictures... past 2 weeks... hehe...

Me & jo

heh... just came back from school... =O tired day...

alot of things happened today... firstly, we got this particular mass lecture in the morning... And then got back my st.. wah sai, just pass only.... i wonder how can i do for coming Os.... but poa retest got back 29/30. hehe... but yue ming was better... she got back 29.5/30...... wa..... but anyway, the highest was 30.... very obvious.. >,<

=( second thing, recess... the canteen food... as usual, "nice" heh, but i thank God for wad he gave me... And then when i was about to go back to class and then choing for my physic, but suay suay saw this((retard)) boy. And he was scary to me.. My heart almost drop out when i suddenly saw him in front of me.... Wah peng, i heard from councillors that some lower sec classes will join us during recess.... Siao liao... =((((((((((

but, sigh, just hope that he'll mind his own business and dun come disturb my friends....

Third thing, today cl listening compre.... Oh man.... gonna get a very shocking results back!!!!!!! the LC was so hard.... =( sigh... i need more inspiration for my art to come out for my final design.....
arr... 97 more days... and u can date me out ppl. haha

2008-07-06T03:00:00.002+08:00

1. what if someone falls in love with you when you are already attached?
I'll feel sad for him.

2. what makes my heart melt??
super romantic stuff i guess??

3. who do you think is the most important person in your life??
its for me to know. for u to find out.

4. which one do you prefer..ice cream or chocolate??
chocolate ice cream

5. what kind of place you love the most?
I dun noe yet. but i think the place where i can be very happy..

6. what kind of things do you hate the most??
yeah, EXAMS!!!!

7. do u belive in fate?
er... guess so...

8. who is the first person to ask you for stead??
erm... cant remember le.

9. does ur girlfriend like to lie to you??
how many times?
My galfriends do lie to me.. but i dun think they like to...

10. have you been hurt before??
Have larh!! Woah lao a!!!! =((((

11.who do(did) you fall in love with?? and who is that??
somebody.. cos he handsome mah... stupid question..

12. why does your bf/gf ask you for stead??
wad do you think leh??

13. how many ex do you have...?
ZEro larrh.

14. if you found out that your bf/gf is kissing with someone else..what would you do??
I'll be very very sad... But I'll just choose another one from my list. (jkjk)

15. if you see a wishin star what would you wish for??
wish for 10 more wishes that all wishes will come true too.

16.the person who last tagged you is?
josephine

17. what is your relationship with him/her?
spiritual sister and very gooda fren

18. your 5 impressions of him/her?
Gundooo face.
i am happy to see her.
always got something lame to talk about upon seeing her.
one thing good is she dun fart right infront of me.
she makes my day!!

19. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
she prayed for me.

20. the most memorable word he/she has said to you?
eh... idk...

21. if he/she becomes your lover,you will....?
woah, i said very gooda fren is alr very good le... dun make me ((PENG ARRRHHH))

22. if he/she becomes your lover ,things he/she has to improves on?
i think when ppl call her MR YEO first den say.

23. if he/she becomes your enemy ,you will ...?
uhh... No way i gonna let it happened. Listen up ((those who breaks ppl fren ship)) I'll eat u alive!!!

24. if he/she becomes your enemy ,the reason will be?
I said I'll not going to let this happened.but if its so, i guess cos i am too good to be her fren.

25. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
make her think of me??? haha... i think i dun have to do that. I am sure she is thinking of me RIGHT NOW. wad to do?? hahahhahahaha

26. your overall impression on him/her now?
She is the fren i'll keep in my protection box.

27. how do you think people around you will feel about you?
diff ppl got diff feelings..

28. the character you love of yourself are ...?
I love to listen and find out why.

29. on the contrary ,the character you hate of yourself are?
lazyness.

30. the most ideal person you want to be is?
jesus cos he said, follow me.

31. for people who care & like you ,say something about them.
orh.. erm, i love u guys!!

heh... kop frm JOSEPHINE one....

lol... jo ar jo... oh, like one more day to ur birthday eh?!!! hahas, From the last second bottom of my heart, I wanna say a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U !!! =) gagaga...I got nothing to blog today. So sian...=( oh but i dreamt of CHALET. This is the 2nd time i dreamt of chalet... (if i am not wrong)...And its a very scary thing... aiya, wasted... i forgot wad ish it about already... =( but if i remember, i'll blog bout it. oh another thing...My sis is a siao cha bo... for some of you, you should noe it lah.... not only siao outside, but at home, i also have to ta han her lameness. tats bad. =(
and... oh last friday very fun... And FUNNY haha.Miss tan bought green tea for the whole class... so shiock lahh...
But got this person spoil my day larhh!!! .... make me so angry!! no wonder nobody likes you ley....its time for you to reflect on wad u've done. Dun ask who is it hor..! Lesson learnt: we must be careful of her.. hmmm..

Boring day.... =( oh well. Miss me tho.

2008-06-27T18:48:00.012+08:00

Today's secret... (when i was young)

Me doing floor dance.

A freaking dog was behind me.

My coach wanted to help me up.

(I think i rejected)

Next top secret..

Me putting on this micky's gf hat.

I noe i look like.... seriously its like... soooooo CUTE can!!

hehe... My toy behind me is big.

My brother

always like to show off his (white) pampers

Bro and his girl fren... Again, showing off his pampers. ops!

camp...

Tan ling & phyllis

yue ming & me...
Ymmmmmm

Our instructor:kfc, but i think his real name is Russ... russ something one... (but i forgot alr)

poor guy, smell our feet...

He says, it is very very simple.
Tan ling's face kana cut off.. blame it on the one who is takin..
ok lah... can forgive her..

The last day of holiday. after church.

At first.

And then the spirit of...
Tis ish kinda stupid... (yeah, i think so too)...

Bread in super shape.
This is funny... ha ha ha

the campsite.. (i love tis pic)..

Wet weather :s

Maybe this could work out??? lols...

I didn't know she felt this way when i tried to... ... a hem... eh... o....SIA LAH!!!
the gun do~ -.-" (hex hex)
Oh come on... dun be shy lah ;P

IS tat cass or wad? I recognised that orange colour shirt... haha

Ah LING AHRRR!!!!!!
In the dormitory...
Show time!!!! heh, i was about to tie joey's hair....

Before camp

Josephine ~tata
Thank God for ta BREEZE
GROUP 1 BABES!!
Water is precious!!!

Isn't this look silly??? lol...

2008-06-17T00:49:00.000+08:00

just finish revising POA!!

tata~ going ZZzZZZzzz

2008-06-14T16:06:00.002+08:00

Thank God my fever is gone!! haha...

anyway, i need help!! Before 22/06/2008

i need to get these done. number 1, 8 boards of art COMPLETED.

number 2, 2 assessment books(math).

number 3, 10 essays plan, left SEVEN more to go! =(

number 4, the ORAL

number 5, 4 sets of physic paper.

number 6, poa test on wed. ARRRG!!!! I feel like dropping poa.

oh well... If u can, help me these~ essay plans....

- flight

-Write about an occasion when a furious argument took place, based on a case of mistaken identity.

-Marriage

-Write about how a serious accident led to an area being made safer for those who work or live there

-Write about a time when your late arrival for a particular meeting or event led to a serious trouble.

-Write about someone who failed to live up to his or her reputation.

the template as follow:
Introduction (1 to 4 lines)
Problem (2 to 4 lines)
Development (2 to 4 lines)
Climax (2 to 3 lines)
Resolution (2 to 3 lines)
Conclusion (anything)

E mail me if possible. yunyu92@hotmail.com

your help is greatly appreciated!! =)

2008-06-03T21:37:00.003+08:00

Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this(anyway I didn't rank it on purpose,I tired to make them as random as possible so that the results will be interesting )
#1. Josephine
#2. Yueming
#3. Jasmin
#4. Jun yang
#5. Wunyen
#6. Kimberly
#7. KAH YUEN
#8. Emma
#9. JOEY LIM( gal)
#10. JOEY LIM (boy)
#11. Olihua
#12. Wenling
#13. Khairul
#14. Nan
#15. boon how
#16. Tanling
#17. Phyllis
#18. Qi ming
#19. wilson
#20. cass

How did you meet#14?
In school last year( in the morning when I have class diary duty)

What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
Oh my!!! I think I will not put on any jacket anymore. cos shes so lame and funny, the gal who makes my day!!! hehe

What if #9 and #20 dated?
EH, woah!! JiaLat!! Sinful sia....

Will #6 and #17 date ?
Nope. cos they love yy. the one and only yy.. Heh >,<

Describe #3
She looks blur & cute. short hair with a spect on. - the miss nerdy teo.... hehe but, i think she is very helpful. Best partner when comes to STUDY!!!!! Hohos

Is #19 attractive?
Huh???!! No lah, ok only... pls lor, i'm like hotter can? muahahahahahaha

Describe #7
She is very busy. holding on a leadership position in tp!!! woah seh~

#12's family members?
oh, hahahahahahaha, she makes wanna laugh!!! 2 sis 1 pa & 1 ma. the mak family wif 4 females!!!

What language doesn't #15 speaks?
Eh.... I think he specks almost all languages@#$%^&*()... got the china accent+malaysian and japanese mix with korean and hokkian+chinese... hahahahha and of cos singlish. heh...

Who is #8 going out with?
I dun noe. but i noe she is always in the water~~~

How old is #16?
16. she is a taiwanese..

When was the last time you spoke to #13?
Just today in MRS LEE SER YAN class.

Who is #2 favourite band/singer?
She doesn't have any... Hmmm, perhaps me?!! hahahaha

Is #18 single ?
NO. he is like a pair of chopstick, chopstick can't work alone. So he's not single.

What is #10 last name? LIM.. hehe, lim ko pi....

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
No. but i can. ahem, try to... heh.. er, ya, i can try??!!! lol, Olihua.... hahahahah

School that #18 is in?
COMPASSVALE

How does #5 talk?
LOL... u mean my sis?? OiiYO!!! she laughs while talking. oh, and sing while bathing... Nowonder the mirror broke...

Where does #6 live?
seng kang, somewhere near the school.

What's your favourite thing about #4?
His jokes and brain!!

What's the best thing about #20?
she specks well, v.kind, funny, crap alot at times... and friendly, but sometimes very tao-.-" hehs

What makes #17 a good friend?
ahhh, I think nothing leh... hahah!! but she got brain...

When was the last time you saw #14?
I dun noe leh. but i see her online now.

hahas...
tats bout it. kop frm my sis one! lols, shes tat lame too larh..
tata~~

i never get over you getting over me~

2008-05-18T00:16:00.004+08:00

**Feeling: sad

Arrrrhhh!!! WHY am i soooooooo stupid to trust you and ..... yet!!!! you still can pretend nothing happened!! wad a joke! Hah!!

You noe wads the feeling of hating somebody but you must love at ta same time?! I seriously dun noe wads' in ure mind!!! Oh gosh, I'm going crazy('_') I just hope that, u will tell me wads in ure mind!!!

oh well, tats for the day~

!@#$%^&*()_@#$%^&*()_@#$%^&*()_+@#$%^&*()_+#$%^&*()_+~!@~~``~~!@#$$$$%^&*

2008-03-12T21:32:00.006+08:00

All this while, I have been trying very hard to achieve something. And the harder i try, the more i fail. I got disappointed and I am very disappointed. I might look alright outside, but inside me, I felt terrible.. I do not know who to turn to when I need help. I know God is there for me.. But somehow, I felt I was a distance away from him. I kept avoiding the reality. I am not good enough for anything. I felt lost. I do not like to keep things within myself. But I do not have the courage to share with the righteous..
I wasn't there for my friend when friend needed help the most. I used to be caring, polite, thoughtful, kind and understanding. I used to be the one that give unconditional love to others. But the thing that i got from other people, it really breaks my heart.. I wonder why do I waste my time and effort on those selfish people where they are just trying to take advantage of me... And soon, I became to feel that I need not be so nice to people. I need not care for people... I began to treat some of my friend unfairly. I was cold hearted towards them. But if I don't do this, things won't go my way. I also began to realise that I am selfish. And I treated them that way that they are hurt emotionally. For this, I want to say that I am very sorry. I do not know what I can do for you, so I just want to say, get on with your life. Move on.. If you know that I am refering to you, pls accept my apologise. I felt terrible when I send you the last mgs. I just hope that you won't seek others, but you will seek God.
I may not be a good leader, but at least I am learning. I am trying very hard to help you ppl. But who understand? Who is willing to share the burden that I am carrying? Just want to tell you, dy, do not be a loser! Things are not done through saying. It is by doing it. And I hope you will not be a tale-barrier. Don't just keep complaning. If you can, do something about it! You know it dosen't get you anywhere when you complain. It dosen't help. And I am saying this, dy, you can come to me and talk to me. Cos I do not feel very happy when you did that kind of action and walk away like that!
Next thing.. I regretted. I DEEPLY REGRETTED IT. Something that struck my life. I just do not have the courage to tell my friend. If I had done so, friend will not get till so upset. I was the cause of the action. I was the one to blame! I was the fault. I just hope that you can scold me for making you **, pour out your feelings to me! I seriously didn't know all these things. You hardly give me any chance to say wad and how I feel about it and stuff... Anyway, I felt bad, emotionally, physically, spiritually. And lesson learnt was to tell the truth no matter how hard you are going to face it. Have the courage to do it, if you think you are right. I just hope that I can understand you better. The most happy thing is to feel it with your heart.
Feelings to describe myself today: horrible. nostalgic. sick.
BUT OH WELL, TODAY IS CASSANDRA'S BIRTHDAY! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!! ITS AN UNFORGETABLE DAY I GUESS...
We gave her a surprise birthday party at her void on this special day, 12.03.2008 and the planning took days.. It was worth it tho.. All those smashing and "ice skating" at her void.. And then played card games, slapping each other hand etc.. and then mtv, drinking... Oh guess wad? I only drank a little, and I felt that my whole body buring.. And I felt that my heart plumping so hard!!! ARRRR!!! I hate that feeling.. My face was red. Very red!! and I felt giddy... Feeling better after puking and stuff.. Slept at cass house and had a wonderful time!! Almost everybody was drunk but still conscious. Except for this leonard. He was drunk and puke all over.. And this morning, we had a hard time sending leo to the car.
It was not plan this way.. Drinking was not part of the planning. and ya, I got nothing to say. But anyway, I just felt bad and guity... Forgive me.

2008-02-22T22:50:00.002+08:00

Oh, BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!!!

Wow, indeed, there are alot of things going on in sch and outside sch.. Saw some S.bros in sch today..Heard that new coach coming to school.. Tish time ish a female one... but i guess it won't make any difference anyway.. Tml flag day... Next mon chinese st. Tue math t. Oh man, my cl sucks... =(
Oh gosh, alot of work to catch up.... Time is certainly not on my side! Many subs instead of improving, it deteriorate!!!! Aiyo.. and those crazy guys in sch.... Giving me headache...

Entering into a year of Sabbath, is quite challenging to me... Well, i guess i have to learn to depend my strength on God. =)

I hope that 6 of them will not disturb me again.. yap.. and erm... Have a nice day!

2008-01-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

What I did during last year Christmas season......

Attended Church.. =)

emme. yy. ky. cass. joey

the hotel's corridor
the hotel's toilet
wunyen tutu
cass and ling... tsk tsk tsk..

wad a candy shot...

Nice view frm the hotel's window...

cool pic eh...
the middle one ish soooo red....
wy. cass. wywy Me and retarded sister.

Polices with hat on- behind us!!!

Eh... wenling is excused. Hat flew away~ hahahaha
Warriors of light!!!! HaiyaR!!!! Hex hex... I am going to kill him!!!!!!!
wy.emme.jo.cla.ra.yy.ky @ expo wors....

Background so blue and cool...

Now I know wunyen got stupid looking post. >"'<

And wads cass doing leh?????

Joey: Alamak!!! emma, dun squeeze my face leh..

Huggies!!!!
Hugging??

2007-12-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... My first time ride in the park...MYSELF>>> Whooo..... Just grabbed it from joey... Hehe...

My Sis TOO... HOHOS....

Hehe..
Ai ya... Hair soo messy lo... Who cares!!! >< href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z-BvNeWZVS8/R21aYcpZUeI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/89jPjedbCNo/s1600-h/DSC00840.JPG">

Joey Gal.... Whopooo........

Wy.... TADa...

Emoing away>>>
wearing my pri 4 or 5 basketball attire... Hex hex... bb player wor....
The pool.....

Second day morning... When i doing my reflection..

huh~

Well, Lots to say... Hmmm, just came back from cell chalet; retreat.. Quite fun actually... Got to know more about all of my sisters in Christ! HUUURAYYY..

Josephine doesn't like to cook.

Joey always smile.

Cassandra gota pissed off with my jie in the very first day of e morning. (Cos Jie is a piss maker) Mua hahaha

Wy likes to eat and eat and eat... as usual la~

Claire always wear the same shirt and bought a new adidas bag frm Hong Kong which cost 70 dollaR!

Tiffs' finally set free.

Emma's favourite word: ANYTHING. and she only left with 0.7 cents. so poor thing, but v.cute...

Me: hahahahahahha... likes to urine in the pool. (swimming pool) hohohohohoho... shhh.... tats our serect eh?! hahas...

PE: dun like to eat hotdogs and dosen't drink coffee..

Well, chalets' from tuesday to friday.. And the room has got 2 double decker beds. That was shiock On the first day, i went to swim... tho i dun really know how to swim the actual style... haha... but the success is that i learnt it... YAE!!! =) And we cooked our own lunch, but went out for dinner... hex hex... And And And...... nd nd nd nd nd.... d d d d d d d ......

For the second day, i dun plan to go school for poa lesson... But i promised tat I'll send Emma to off.. So, woke up at 7.06 to send her... By the time i wake up, she was ready to eat her breakfast... lol... Heng haven go yet. =) haha... After sending her off, I went back to chalet and SLEEP. For 1 more hour... So woke up at 9 plus la... Oh, the first nite, i was unable to sleep as i was sleeping at the upper double decker bed, then I felt the bad shaking... Oh man.... but the worse part is I dun see anyone shaking my bed.... There was only Emma, Jos and me in the room... ZZzzZ Emma Slept early as she got sch tnd la... So obviously its not her... When i looked down frm my bed, she was not even moving, so i can confirm it was not her.... But jos was sleeping very near me, but another bed... so... ya... I was abit scare.... cos every 20 sec shake 1 tym..... =( Eeeeee... I got a little pissed of by the shakiness, so i jumped into Emma's bed. hex hex..... Whoooo..... but for the second nite, wy cass and jos and jo went back. only me and Emma and adults... So, as u can see, We chatted alot... hey hey.... I had a peaceful nite, when i had the lights on. >o<>

2007-12-17T23:50:00.001+08:00

WY rocks!

2007-12-16T02:03:00.000+08:00

>>>>>>> JOB 11:13-20<<<<<<<<

"Yet if you devote your heart to him and stretch out your hand to him, if you put away the sin that is in your hand and allow no evil to dwell in your tent, then you will lift up your face without shame; yo9u will stand firm and without fear. You will surely forgot all your trouble, recalling it only waters gone by.

Life will be brighter than noonday, and darkness will become like morning. You will be secure, because there is hope; you will look about you and take your rest in safety. You will lie down with no one to make you afraid, and many will court your favour. But the eyes of the wicked will fail, and escape will elude them; their hope will become a dying gasp."

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Yea... I sense that God spoke to me bout all this.... Through the BIBLE =)

Hmmm.... Not working this coming monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday.

Friday going back to office after sec 1 reg. Hmmm, going to pass pam something... Hehe.. Oh yae... Cell chalet coming & &, Im soo sooo sooo excited.. Another thing... Hmmm, Nic party coming up soon... Hohos...

2007-12-11T14:20:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm... TODAY IS SPECIAL =) Pam, my new fren in office, whom I went out to have lunch just now, who is 22 this yr, .... and is new to this company, treated me.. haha... We went to a Fish and Chip shop house... Hmmm, the food was ok, but the price was super duper expensive. lols.... Pam is sweet and cute. Just found out that she is the only child... well.... she is easy going... =) I thank God for her.

I took an off day yesterday and came back today.. Getting later and later to report back to office >)<" haha.. Reached here at 10.20am today.

I think Wayne and Claire is either on the plane now or they are still in the airport. And yesterday, there was this <> at 9am.. So I reached school at 8.30am and it actually officially ended at 6pm. But I have to edit the councillor t design.. So was held back a while... And left school at 8.40pm. Cass called, and asked me if I wanna go to her house to play.... Hex hex... So instead of heading home for dinner, I went to her house. Guess wad? I took bus 161, and alight at the wrong bus station. So I took another bus-88, to her house. And somehow get down at the wrong stop again.... Can't blame myself for that totally, because it was raining and the window was super blur... I cannot see wads outside of the window... So I get down at the wrong bus stop... And made cass come down to the bus stop to bring me up...
(I have no sense of direction actually) lol
Anyway, I was very hungry**** I ate my lunch at 12pm ytd. So by the time I reached her house, it was already 9.20pm. And I took a shower there... Hohos.. Cass is generous lar... Thanks CASSANDRA!! =) And she offered me some nice food, even re-heated it for me.... WOW! And we started playing bluff at 10 plus, when JOEY BOY CAME BACK FROM THE PRESENCE OF WEN LING. Wen Ling did not join us ytd. =( He meet WL just to pass her the cookies... Anyway, it was very nice of joey to bake cookies for all of us. The cookies were delicious..^^ Hohos... Bluff seems not very nice to play ytd. So we played heart attack.. I was soooo much fun playing with them, though I was not feeling well. ARRRR.... Luckily I did not vomit on cass bed... Left her place at 12.30-if I am not wrong... And Joey and Leonard sent me back home.. Reached home at 1.10am.... Cool... My sister finally back home from her camps.. I feeling abit guilty.. Because Jo stay at serangoon... and after sending me back, Jo has to ride back.. I think quite far frm my house.. AND... IT RAINED QUITE HEAVILY AFTER I REACHED HOME. lol....

Hmmm... I think my schedule is very tight.. This week need to finish math and POA and science and ss holiday homework.. Plus sec 1 reg stuff- deployments, emcee etc.. Next week need to attend POA lessons, needa work after lesson, needa get the bonding camp thingy ready, the sec 1 reg, need to elect next yr exco members, the 2008 investiture, the Chinese new year plan... ETC,ETC.... (faint) -_-"' And only free at night to meet friends..

2007-12-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

Boring day...

Feeling now: quite pissed off..., sad, regretted for .... ...(((SIGH)))

What am I thinking??: ERm hmm... Lots..

Missing: sister, he & she

Worrying: Homework, design of stupid shirt!, work, POA lesson, Os etc.

STATE NOW: stressed up; having a headache.

Voice out: Just shut up. Stupid u, no brain!mailto:brain!@#$0%^&*(*^%$

Have a very good dinner just now with mother father and brother and granny. Wow... didnt noe that my relatives open a resturant at katong. - BLACK CANYON

Haha... Anyway, sigh... no mood to blog. bye bye. and happy birthday to u

boon. though is abit late.

2007-12-07T12:49:00.000+08:00

Sigh... I dun feel like blogging today. Im starting to feel sick and tired of working here. ....................................................................................................................................................
ARRRGGGGG!!!
bye bye!

2007-12-06T12:20:00.000+08:00

YOxx............xxOY

Tired... I think I'm running a fever now. Shucks.. Oh anyway, today I reported to office very early...I think I reached at 9.05am..

Office only got 2 ppl.. Wad is this!!

Oh well, yesterday was real fun..

I was late for badminton ytd bcos I have to rush out 5 letters and have to call in to 5 different freaking BANKS to check e department and stuff.. So the first bank I call was Banque Nationale de Paris...And they keep transferring my call to other ppl.. and I have to keep repeating myself... Super angry!!! !@#$%^&*()

Not only this I have to call for 4 others and almost all did that.. WA SAI~

In the end I hung up and bla bla...
So after all that stuff, I head down to Hougang Sport Hall to play badminton and I was obviously late luh.. I left office at 6.09pm. Badminton started at 5pm.. =(

By the time I reached hougang, it was raining heavily.. So I took a bus down to e SH.

....... Guess wad? I was so late that I only have 15 mins to play.. hahaha

But in the end, we eat into others ppl time... lol.. Hex hex.. Went for dinner @ HM. Hohos... Dunno who's idea to go cass house to gamble.. only , , and went.. huh!

Slept on her chair for approximately 30 mins or so... cannot sleep anymore longer bcos they r too noisy=( Did not gamble in the end. Played Bluff game.. haha, super fun.. I thought we are too noise?? lol.. Played heart attack..Blood still clotted at the back of my palm..(O_O)

Got home at 1 am plus.. hehehehehehe.. Very tired.

WADS SO FUNNY WITH MY

HUH????????????

you guys arrrrH....

Aiyo, first tym see wayne sooooo gay la... And corn dunno how to lie. haha

Joey's hitting super powerful. Leonard too!! HAHHAHAHah

Today moring woke up by mum's KISS. Wao!!

Thank God!! If not, I wont be able to report here soooooooo early...

lol...

2007-12-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH>> Hey Peeps...

Iam in the office now again.. Well, today I overslept. I woke up at 9.00am

LOL.... Too tired. My sis fault lar.. And didnt managed to go online yesterday night because one of my friend lost her way.. bla bla.. and she called me up so I have to help her to find her way back and etc.. However, the story turned out to be the other way round...I lost my way while finding her >O<>

Well... Hmmmm, Oh ya, reached here in the office at 10.30am. Today only have a couple of things needed to be done... So I think should be quite free.. Yes! Ltr going to play badminton with purple liners. I think I'm going to leave here at 4.30?? (Sigh)

I have tons of hmk need to finish. but the prob is I forgot everything alr..

oh GOSH!!!!

ANd And, need to gop back school for mtgs... WA SIAN... But like wad Anna said, I hope the camp would turned out to be very fun... Hopefully=)

On top of that still have 52 verses to memories.. Jia lat.

I am kinda stress.. Sadded.

ARRRRRRR.....

(^_^)

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ok.. I dun wanna talk on school work.. let me update you... hex hex.. Ytd went I was having lunch, the foodcourt went blackout.. Funny de lor.. All the adults Shouted O...(Almost all) hahahahahahaha.... Super funny la.. so LAME somemore.

I ate fried rice, and it was good.

Oh ya, the place was super windy.. I love it man.

Ytd I dreamt that he went to tag on e blog... It was super real to me. =)

WELL, I'm happy enough. LOVES!

2007-12-04T11:48:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... well, hi again peps.. I've started working on the 3 0f dec- ABLE LAW.. Quite slack over here.. Perhaps, I am working now. In my Uncle's office here blogging... I am working under a lawyer & etc... =) Its quite fun actually.. Yesterday I reached office at 9.45am and what I did was doing 3 to 4 hours of math, downloading msn, blogging, chatting, eating, went to two banks to check in cheques, stamping some typical stuff.. , folded 5 letters, posted 3 letters, learnt how to walk from office to UOB bank and somehow toured around the Raffles Place.. , and learnt how to record post in doc and sending out doc etc.. The office is super cold for me... LOLsssss

What I saw the day before... I saw a lot of working adults and alot of high rise buildings... Hmmm, sadded.. I was like the youngest there lar!!! Everyone is sooooo busy and I'm here blogging away.. Ha ha.. The auntie is very good to me.. Guess what? I actually asked her what time should I report to office today, and she told me to come anytime.. WOW... and of course, I pai sae mah.. So, I will not take it for grunted.. Though I was abit late today.. I reached here at 10 plus plus..... Hex hex... Oh ya, just finished closing the files... Super cool... Got to see those ppls address la.. And their names are like super weird.. wad Ah Mui la.. ok, Whatever!! Mua ha ha ha... I am not very sure how much is my pay yet.. should be 6 or 7 dollars or more per hour... Whooooo... Transport provided..(Uncle actually gave me 50 dollars yesterday.. Cool man... And I do not know what time is my knocking off time.. I think is anytime.. yesterday left at 5.05pm. Then went to play pool with purps peps. But some1 didn't turn up!! Oh ya, and one of my friend's bro pass away ytd morning.. Super sad la... I hope that God did bring him to his Kingdom.. Anyway, Praise the Lord for whatever he has done for me and you guys... I wanna THANK GOD FOR THIS JOB I HAVE NOW. Well, by right tonight I suppoae to go for councillors bbq.. But I guess I will not go. Because I've homework to do and I need to plan some stuff coming up.. STRESS AGAIN!! ARGH! >)<>>

Whats more?Investiture 07, Bonding camp 07, sec1-07 registration planning. Mtg on Monday. Alamak!! Sigh... Anyway, just read the word today morning and God Spoke to me.. WOW... =) So, I will trust in the LORD. He is the WAY, the TRUTH, and the LIFE. Pictures coming up when I get back home today.. I hope I will upload it.. Cos Im lazy at times.. hex hex... BTW frens, pls leave a tag upon visting.. thanks so much. And cheers guys!! Stay cool~

2007-11-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

ERmm.. New update PPls..

IM BORED.MY STORY.

Hi, my name is:Yunyu

Never in my life have I:
Regretted so many times

The one person who can drive me nuts is:My sister!! Haha WUNYEN

My high school is:CVSX2

When I’m nervous:I stay clam

The last song I listened to was:Amazing Grace

If I were to get married right now it would be to:Erm, well I not sure yet lar!

My hair is:Long

When I was 4:I wet my bed ><

Last Christmas:Was super fun!! Got to know purple liners & had this carolling at orchard… Received a lot of presents tOO =)

I should be:over there with you

When I look down I see:my toes

The happiest recent event was:went to butt’s house and !@#$% and then for supper!

By this time next year:I should be slacking away

My current gripe is: a mouse

I have a hard time understanding:why Wunyen is soooo crazy

There’s these girls:in my cell… All cant stand Wy and that’s why they have to sit.

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be:my mum and my bf.

I want to buy:(you really want to know?)
Ahhaha

Where do you plan to visit:Homes

If you spent the night at my house:u wont be sleeping at all

The world could do without:Exams

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself:2 dresses & a bag

Most recent thing someone else bought me:Toothbrush

My middle name is:YUN

In the morning I:don’t fart

Last night I was:gambling ><>

There’s this guy I know who:is handsome ^^

If I was an animal I’d be a:Fish

A better name for me would be:yy or cool

Tomorrow I am:going to wack my sis on her ass mua ha ha ha

Tonight I am:Chatting, jogging, blogging and sleeping

My birthday is:on the nineteen of AUGUST
(Remember it, that’s all I asked for)

You got this from:X.Y

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:

1.Bed

2.Birthday cards

3.Bible

4.Photos

5.Curtain

6.Textbooks

7.Gifts from all friends

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:

1. Do you like anyone? Yes

2. Does someone like you? Yes
3. Last kiss? Erm, when I was still a baby? Or perhaps in my dream..
4. Been lead on? Yar!!!
5. Been cheated on? Yar!!!
6. Want a relationship? Erm, ok, but not so soon.
7. Wanna get married? Oh yeah,

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:

1. Jesus

2. Love

3. Friends

4. Cash

5. Cell phone

6. A place to stay

7. Water

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1. Believe in God? Yes

2.Had a dream come true? Yap, but still have a lot to go..

3. Read the newspaper? uh huh

4. Get enough sleep everyday? YOU THINK LEH?!

5. Have a best friend? yes

6. Take a bath daily? yap

7. Wish on stars? totally.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:

1. Fallen in love? yes...

2. Kissed someone of the same sex? no... instead, they kissed me!!

3. Hooked up with someone who had a gf/bf? haha no....

4. Been to a Bonfire? nope

5. Ran away from home? nope..6. Played strip poker? haha cant remember

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:

1. Cried? No
2. Had fun? yes
3. Been kissed? Of course…. NOT
4. Felt stupid? NO LUH
5. Talked to an ex? No
6. Missed someone? more than you can imagine!
7. Listened to music? Yup

2007-10-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

Love mummy lots... =)

2007-10-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

2007-10-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

2007-10-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

in thE airport...

on the wAy to our hotel... We're bored.. Took somE pics.. Hehes>.<

joke

2007-10-20T02:33:00.000+08:00

Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson go on a camping trip, set up their tent, and fall asleep. Some hours later, Holmes wakes his faithful friend.
"Watson, look up at the sky and tell me what you see."
Watson replies, "I see millions of stars."
"What does that tell you?"
Watson ponders for a minute. "Astronomically speaking, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Timewise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three. Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically, it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. What does it tell you?"
Holmes is silent for a moment, then speaks. "Watson, you idiot, someone has stolen our tent."
A man was in a bad accident and was injured. But the only permanent damage he suffered was the loss of both ears, which made him very self-conscious. However, he received a large sum of money from his insurance company.
It was always his dream to own his own business, so he went out and purchased a small, but expanding computer firm. But he realized that he had no business knowledge at all, so he decided that he would have to hire someone to run the business. He picked out three top candidates, and interviewed each of them. The last question of the interview was always the same.
"Do you notice anything unusual about me?" he asked the first candidate.
"Yes. You have no ears."
He quickly eliminated the first candidate.
"Do you notice anything unusual about me?" he asked the second candidate.
"Yes. You have no ears."
He quickly eliminated the second candidate.
"Do you notice anything unusual about me?" he asked the third candidate.
"Yes. You're wearing contacts."
Thinking he had found the man for the job he said, "That's correct. How did you know?"

"You can't wear glasses if you don't have any freakin' ears."

Faith

2007-10-15T09:41:00.000+08:00

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.-Hebrews 11:1

For it is by grace you have been saved,through faith-& this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of god.-Ephesians 2:8
Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; & be strong.- 1Corinthians 16:13

We live by faith and not by sight. 2Corinthians 5:7

So that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith.And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints,to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge-that you may be filled to measure of all the fullness of God.-Ephesians3:17-19

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders & the sin that so easily entangles, & let us run with perserverance the race marked out for us. Let us fixed our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfector of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scoring its shame, and sat down at the right of the throne of God.- Hebrews12:1-2